Let me write my first poem

Let me write a poem,
And get in the practice of doing,
Now that I am no more a school going,
Just that, I was shy of showing,
Let me write a poem!

Now that lots of people write,
In such creations, nothing is black and white,
But they still let their thoughts fight,
Because they do what they feel right,
So, let me write a poem!

We have got this gift of life,
It's not just to get a beautiful wife,
People do this to bring in some hype,
And give their creativity some dike,
So, let me write a poem!

I had always wanted to do this,
I am not going to copy her or his,
It has to be my own, even if a miss
This first poem is making my life bliss,
So, let me write a poem.

Greats have made a name through poems,
They use various sentences and idioms,
Some names are known in every homes,
While others are just anonymous,
Let me write a poem.

I still feel a naive,
But let me be some brave,
What I aspire, many young already have,
Because they had courage to take their part of dive
So, let me now write a poem.


I was having a good night's sleep
I was woken up by my mind racing deep,
Was telling me to make an achievement's heap,
So that I feel happy when I look back at what I have reap,
Let me write a poem,

This poem may sound gravely hollow,
And maybe nobody would like to follow,
For a first, my mind wanted me to allow,
Giving it a shape by letting my thoughts flow,
For this short life, I have always wanted to grow,
Death in tonight's dream gave my aspirations a blow,

I have realised that the time is now,
The time to hear from myself - A wow!
Yes I had to write, it doesn't matter how,
And It's the one way, I feel my self grow!
Let me come back to writing the poem,

Now that I have written something, it shall,
Boost me to go on without caring for a fall,
For this journey, tonight I give this a call,
I will cross every hurdle, bring down every wall,

As I wrap up my poem to go back to sleep,
I promise to let my dreams tide over every spring and neap,
I will lay over my past a beautiful wreath,
For this poem has showed me how to breath!!

Welcoming Pari to this world on December 30th, 2015

It was December 30th, 2015. A new year was waiting to welcome my beautiful niece!
My Didi was admitted to Ankur Clinic in Jammu. She was taken inside the operation theater for caesarean section. We stood outside praying to God for a successful 'case' as they call it. I was there with mummy, papa, jiju's mummy, his sister and his brother-in-law. Jiju wasn't able to join us due to his job duties in merchant navy and Bhaiya was in Pune for his job. Both of them were however in constant touch with us through mobile phones.

After waiting for around 15-20 minutes, we heard the angelic voice of a baby crying from inside the theater. The nurse peeped out through the door with happiness to inform us about the birth of a baby girl.

We all jumped out in joy. We all wanted a girl. I became maamu of an angel. Jiju and bhaiya were informed immediately sending waves of happiness to as far as Dubai and Pune. :) It was first of kind experience for me to stand witness to the birth of a baby. Jiju's brother-in-law was the first from our family to go inside and have a look at the beautiful girl. He brought her out of the theater and we all could have a look at her. The sight of the newborn mas mesmerizing. I held her in my arms and was very happy to feel her. There was a sense of fear that I don't harm her as I had never held any newborn earlier. So I gave her back to others with experience soon.

I was constantly worried for my sister in there. This was the 2nd caeserean section for her, first one for my handsome nephew Jaskirat Singh who is going to celebrate his second birthday on coming January 15th, 2016.

Mummy and auntyji took the baby to the room on first floor while we waited for successful conclusion of the case. After waiting for another half an hour, the sisters brought my didi out of the theater on a stretcher. She was partially unconscious at that time. Doctors and nurses confirmed successful completion of the entire task. We were all happy and relieved.

Later when everything settled down. every important person informed regarding the birth of baby girl, Manvi who was also born on December 30th, came with massiji and masadji along with a cake to celebrate the birth of 'younger Manvi' or 'Pari' as they all started calling her.

My Life till now in short!!

Well!! This blog is about my life till now.
I was born in a family of businessmen on 13th of November 1991. When I opened my eyes, I found myself as the third child of my parents. My family was a little extended one with my father having 5 more brothers and 2 sisters and on my mother's side I had 1 'mammu' n 2 'massis'.
I grew up with my elder sister and brother and a number of cousins. We used to play a lot in the vicinity of our joint family's joint Home! When I was some 3 to 4 years old, I burnt my right hand in hot cooking oil which my mother had heated for cooking the days food. That day was a very crucial one as that incident still affects me while choosing a career in my life. I was a good student back then, my mother used to teach me very effectively and thanks to her that I became the class topper in my Fatima Convent High School, Bishnah. I studied in this institution till 6th class. In the 6th standard, I left this school to join Sainik School Nagrota. At that time my elder brother was studying in the same institution in 9th standard. Initially I tried to become the topper there as well. And i topped too but only in mathematics subject. I wept saying that I had performed well in all other subjects too but nobody paid any heed to it. My brother came to me and told me that I need not cry since in that institution no teacher gave fair marks to the students and at that very moment, I became a little careless about studies. I had a bright mind, so I started studying only at the time of exams and used to enjoy, gossip and sleep during the preps and study hours. Everybody else did the same! Sonu was our class topper and I generally used to compare myself with him but never tried hard enough to score excellent marks. I advanced in my life during my sainik school life. Intermittently, I participated in competitions like drawing competitions, quizzes, declamation competitions etc. I won various medals too. I was not good in sports. I tried to be good in football but i could not make a name in my class as a good player of football. This forced me to miss Interzonal competitions too. I was a "bigda" kid till my 10th class, kicking juniors, beating them etc. I even kicked one junior Aman n hurt him in his head when he wasn't able to do push-ups properly. He saved me that time by lying to the teacher that it happened accidently when he feel down while crossing a drain. At that time, I realised that I had no right to hurt other human beings. I improved as a human being in my 11th and 12th classes. The teachers(Mr S.K.Rana and Mr A.S.Rana) noticed this change and encouraged me to do good in life. I always knew that my burnt hand would hinder my path if I tried to go into Indian Defense Forces and Yes it did too!! I cleared SSB in 12th class but I was declared medically unfit due to my Eyes' high myopia and my contracted burnt right hand. Immediately after me 12th board exams, I underwent 2 surgeries, one of eyes and the other of my hand. I prepared for a month for AIEEE exam and luckily I performed well enough in it to secure a place in B.Tech Civil Engineering Batch of 2009 of NIT Srinagar. I wasn't much interested in it, so I cleared SSB again during my first semester but again I was knocked out! This time my eyes were found fit but my hand still remained unfit due to Scars n remaining contractions after the surgery. So, I made up my mind to complete my graduation from NIT Srinagar and again apply for Indian Army after 4 years. I made friends there and studied as well. I did not care for the marks initially but by the end of my degree, I felt very bad to find myself not eligible to appear for interviews for jobs in PSUs. Anyways I had made a lot of my friends, both boys and girls and all of them like me very much and I am happy to have such friends in my life. I have now got a job offer from Simplex Infrastrucures Ltd. and that is the best thing happened to me in my entire life till now. I am looking forward to do well in life ahead and rectify the mistakes I have committed till now of not working hard enough to keep myself happy with my performance. Let's see what the future has in plan for me...